Sister's Wedding PIcs

I woke up after having a really strange dream. I had finally got over to Russia and I told my ex about it and then I found out that she told me that her heart wasnt in Russia anymore. From there I proceded to let her know all of the things that she loved about it and why she told me that she went there for hours on end. Then I woke up. I was at peace with it when she told me about her decision, but I didn't feel like she was and that's what bothered me. It bothers me when somebody has an issue, or can't defend themslves when I was close to them at one time, or really close to them. In fact one of my biggest fears is not being there when people need me that I care about. I've always been very protective of people. So ya... weird dream. When I woke up I also had the verse Psalms 46:1-3,7 come to me. It states, "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble. Therefore we will not fear, though the earth should change and though the mountains slip into the heart of the sea; though its waters roar and foam, though the mountains quake at its swelling pride. Selah. The LORD of hosts is with us; the God of Jacob is our stronghold. Selah." I was comforted it by that. God will always be there for you no matter what. In other news... MY SISTER GOT MARRIED!!!!!!! She was married on October 14th. A few pics that I took at her wedding can be found at the top of the page. Since my sister was married I'm the last remaining unmarried sibling. I'm not sure I like the tone to that, but I'm fine with it. In the past couple of years I've been asked out by six different girls and none of there are quite like what I want. I've also had random people in my church try hooking me up. I think it's kind of weird. I'm very picky though and I know what I like. I also feel that it's best to wait for the right one that God wants me to marry. A few things to mention:

I wouldn't marry a girl if...

1. She wasn't a Christian.

2. She didn't have a heart for orphans and troubled youth.

3. She was very worldly and stuck on having a ton of stuff

4. She didn't put God 1st above me.

5. She wasn't willing to go to Russia.

I could go on and on about this, but I think that I'm going to try to sleep. I'll leave you with a poem that I wrote when I was thinking about dating/getting married.

Heart Shaped Pie

Are you equally yolked? ~2 Corinthians 6:14~

A heart I have to give
For you the other one I live
As you gaze into my eyes
I have merely one piece left of my pie.

A piece saved for the one I love
That special someone whom God sent from straight above.
So please consider this piece of mine
For a lady with such a cool personality as thine.

Where are the other pieces you ask
I gave them to my Lord Jesus for it was my task.
I would give you my whole heart
But that wouldn't fit the part.

Because if your not for my Savior divine
Then I don't want you on my mind.
So please consider this
Does your piece fit this Miss?